Monday, May 31, 2010

Change of Plans

I called Pegasus last week to see if I could come in today instead of Saturday. I wanted to go to a horse show, and I also wanted my trainer to see the facility. We got lost on our way there of course, and ended up getting there 15 minutes late. The first thing we saw was the Water Center. It was amazing, there were 4 horses in the center, two in the hot walker, one on the underwater treadmill, and one getting a bath. It was beautiful! The whole place was beautiful.
We talked about a "game plan" for Denali and what it was that she was going to need. The biggest thing that I don't want is for Denali to come back a buff monster. I want her to be fit, and have that leg back to feeling good, but I do NOT want to hope back up on a horse and ride her after an extensive lay-up. That could be ugly, really ugly.

The vet comes back in a week or so. I need to call and schedule the appointment. I am a slacker horse mom. I went out today to see her, I haven't been out much in the past week. I'm a horrible horse mom. I have had work, work, work for the past week and a half. The cut on her leg is healing, I'm lucky my trainer took pity on her and started to treat it. Denali apparently HATES the stuff she puts on it, but it looks SO GOOD! I think the hair is going to come back in white though. Maybe I can register her as a Pinto? :)





My favoriate part of this pool (which is 16feet deep!) is the sign. "NO Horseplay."

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Mighty Morgan!

Know anyone who needs some books? I sat on eBay tonight for over an hour. Life? Yes, I use to have one!

I'm going away for the weekend again, so no or limited internet. It's slowly killing me! :) Thanks everyone for your comments! I keep forgetting to mention this, but Denali is drugged, very drugged! It's how we function! When we start to hand walk her I will probably ACE her. Lots and lots of drugs!

There's a horse show next weekend June 4th that I might be taking my little Morgan mare to. How little you're wondering? This little! I don't feel little on her at all, and No, she's not swaybacked!! I am not sure why the picture looks that way! She does have a long back, but again this is a cell phone picture at the walk, and I don't think she looks this bad! We were walking, and I look pretty ridiculous! It's okay, I'm fine with it, and she is a little stout pony and I got her collected so I called it success! She likes to keep her head up, she use to be a carriage horse before my trainer bought her to get her out of a bad situation. I love her attitude, it's just like Denali's. So from my 16.1 hh to a 14.1 hh a bit of a difference.

Weight loss class is going well. Waking up at 5 am, not so fun!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

10%

I honestly didn't think it would happen, but because of you I have something new. Hope. I'm 10% of the way towards being able to send Denali to Pegasus. Many of you bought my stuff. So many in fact that I'm still organizing, cleaning, and packaging. Then there are some of you who have just donated out of the kindness of your heart!! When you give 5$ and say "I wish it could be more" it already is! 5$ is more than I had before you donated. I greatly appreciate it and am forever in your debt. Denali designed something to mail out to people who bought something or who donated, look for it in your mail box! Remember neither Denali nor I are graphic designers!! Be nice!

Next Saturday I go to Pegasus to check it out and fill out any paper work that I might need. I still need to sit down with the vet and figure out the "game plan." She wants to come out and x-ray Denali's right hind, but I honestly can't do it right now. I know it sounds horrible, but I am now that person who has to wait until I get paid! Ugh. I never wanted to do that, ever! I am trying to not feel horrible about it, but I figured if it has been hurt since September, then a few more weeks won't change much.

Positive thing is that my husband and I have no debt (well, the truck) and he is really good with money. I however, not so good with the saving part. I have become better! I have a jar of money in our bedroom that I put all my spare change in. I use to call it my "saddle fund" but I don't know if that will ever happen, and if it does it is now in the 5 year plan (or I magically make more money plan.)

I shouldn't be babbling on about finances. I hate talking finances. If you want a sure fire way to watch my husband and I fight bring up money + horse = not pretty. He loves her, but she's not the cheapest thing in the world.

Okay. Back to Denali.

I went out yesterday to see her. Super lovey! She's defiantly losing muscle tone quickly. She's also very stiff walking around her stall. I felt bad watching her move around her stall. I think it will be good for her to be able to go swimming and to loosen everything up. We still have two more weeks until she is allowed out for hand walking. THAT should be fun! Maybe I could sell tickets to people to come watch the "show" because I can guarantee it will be a good time!

Before I ran to the barn I stopped and bought Denali the biggest apple I could find! .76 of a pound. I was impressed and she was in heaven. It took her 9 bites to eat it. If you know Denali you'll know the normal amount is 1 bite. While she was eating it I snapped my fingers and she panicked, so I kept doing it but stopped when I figured out that it sounded like the electrical fence. Wow, I'm a horrible horse mom.

Other than that not much else going on in horse world. I had paid for training for Denali and that's not going to be happening so I'm going to lease my trainers little Morgan for the summer instead. At least I'll have a small beast to ride. Same personality, about 10 inches in height difference.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Cancel the comment about the one good leg

It had a huge gross gash out of it tonight. I guess my trainer noticed it today and started treating it. So, now none of her legs are good. I guess that makes her even? Sigh....

In addition, guess who has to go see the Orthopedic Surgeon? I'm just as bad as my horse. My right foot has a lump on it, that is bone that shouldn't be there. I started running and it started hurting, the hurt didn't go away. Oh the fun times!! Last thing I want to do is to have surgery during the summer.

One cute thing is that my normally anti-snuggle horse was a snuggle bunny tonight. She was obsessive about me tonight. It was really cute and made me happy. I had to put some medication on her gash. It looks so gross, but I think it's going to be fine.


I walked away from her and turned around to this. That wall is about 8 feet tall. She was trying very hard to see where I went. Sweet girl. Now if she only knew what she was costing me.

Quick update- UGH!!!!!!!

Got back from the East Coast last night. Got a phone call from the vet today.

I usually like hearing from the vet, but at this point I'm sick of it.

I asked her last time she was out about Denali's right hind (note that her tear is in the left hind) and the swelling that is still there. She apparently went over the x-rays and said that there are some areas of concerns. Sigh. She's coming out to do x-rays on her right hind in two weeks. I heard Cha-Ching, Cha-Ching, Cha-Ching....

Things I've canceled:
All magazine subscriptions, my giddyupflix.com subscription, my Starbucks stops, my weekly eating out with friends, etc.

Anyone want a horse? At this point I'm just so frustrated. She has one good leg, her left front. I can't imagine what it would be like to own a horse that wasn't constantly breaking down. It makes me very jealous that I don't. I am starting to really hate dumping money into something that might end up being a pretty pasture pet.

I'm 5% of the way of my goal. If you need to buy anything check out our other blog. www.rehabdenali.blogspot.com I'm thinking of renaming it www.keepmeoutofthepoorhouse.blogspot.com not really, but it would be funny.

If anyone has an Ipod I'm selling 60$ worth of iTunes gift cards for $50.00 and I guarantee that they have never been used! Also, I have hundreds of children's books (grades 3-8) if you know anyone who needs some!

I haven't even seen the poor girl in 5 days. I should stop complaining about her.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Driving Fail

I tried to go to the barn tonight, but did not succeed. I sat in traffic for 1 hour and made it less than a mile. I gave up! Ugh. It's Seattle, you'd think people could drive when it rains!!

No pony love for me. I'm leaving tomorrow to go back East for a wedding (my husband's sister) and won't have internet access (or cell phone-how will I live!!)

Thanks for those of you who passed on the "other blog" to your horsey friends, and those of you who donated! I really hope that I am able to do this. She LOVES, LOVES, LOVES her new nibble net I guess. My trainer put a flake in there and she took 5 hours to finish it. It's perfect for her!!

I have another e-mail that you can write to me if you wish (well technicality it's Denali's e-mail, but she kept buying things online so she can't have her HoofTop for a few weeks.) It's rehabdenali@yahoo.com

I just checked it and saw this e-mail.

This is to inform you that you have won a cash prize of £1,350,000.pounds from the irish lottery,please contact the processing agent;send the following: name,Age,Sex,Country. (Contact Office Email: irish0111 at live.com )


Gee! Maybe I should contact them to pay for Denali's rehab. LOL, really? I wonder the IQ of the person who writes this stuff. I mean irish0111 at live.com sounds so legit!

5 days without internet or phone.... how am I going to live!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Hello Nibblenet


Denali's nibblenet showed up today. I'm glad that I finally have something to hold her hay, and to keep her occupied. Without it she'd kick and bang on her stall because she snarfed up the flake quicker than anything. Seriously, if there was an eating contest for horses, Denali would win. Hands down. This at least slows her down. I'll keep you updated as to how it holds up.

Today was a hard day for me. I don't handle stress well, and today was a stressful day. I walked into Denali's stall and was taken back a bit by how much muscle she's lost. I know that's what happens, but it still makes me feel bad. It makes me feel guilty. It makes me wonder if there was anything that I could have done differently. It makes me feel guilty that she costs us so much money, guilty that my money goes towards her, and not towards our savings, guilty that even with spending all my money we still just don't have enough to send her to Pegasus. It's still the goal, and I'm not going to give up on it. I still have planned to go and visit it on June 5th. Even if something happens and I can't send her to Pegasus, I still need to make money to pay for her vet treatments, which quickly add up. Wait, why am I telling you this? I'm sure you've all been through this. I don't mean to complain, I'm just frustrated.

Anyway, I posted some books of mine for sale on the other blog. I included shipping in the price. Also, if anyone has anything that they want to sell, fell free to e-mail me a picture and a description and I'll post it on the blog along with your info. No fees (but if you win the lottery, remember us!)