i love you more than you will ever know. you saved me. you are my best friend and i love you. i wish you were able to use words to tell me how you are feeling. my gut says you are sick. i don't know if i am making any decisions correct. am i making you suffer waiting for a miracle? am i being unfair to you? are you okay? you seemed so small tonight and weak.
your daddy and i love you and will keep fighting for you, but if you are done fighting please, give us a sign.
love always and forever,
mom and dad